The day begins with a fine smile on my face and pain in my body. I do not understand my health and the facts associated with it. Neither do i understand the reason for this pain. I want to be left alone and deserted in a corner for some time and be with myself. I wonder if I will ever get such a space and time to be left alone in desolation.
Its not the physical pain that kills a human being but the mental pain that kills you every now and then. One such mental torture has been inflicted upon me by my destiny.
Another historical moment got created in my life. I wonder if I will ever be able to come out of it because I know myself really well!. Me and my peanut sized brain will never let me change my way of judging things at the same time will never provide me a clear picture in my brain.
I also wonder if I will ever be able to break my very own shackles created by me and move on in life. But I guess I am not as strong as people assume me to be.
In all this while I really thank my colleague who stood by my side while everything went on and supported me when I needed some adult the most. I also thank Principal ma'am for being there for me whenever I needed her. I guess it is because of her that I finally decided to move on and take this one step ahead. I wouldn't have ever been able to do it.
I hope that almighty give me enough strength and sets me free from all this.
I dont want to face any of this any more.
P:S - I NEED A BREAK
Don't worry pal,me and my sister are thr for u.
ReplyDeletestay blessed pal.
peace and love to u.