4 October, 2011

The day begins with a fine smile on my face and pain in my body. I do not understand my health and the facts associated with it. Neither do i understand the reason for this pain. I want to  be left alone and deserted in a corner for some time and be with myself. I wonder if I will ever get such a space and time to be left alone in desolation. 

Its not the physical pain that kills a human being but the mental pain that kills you every now and then. One such mental torture has been inflicted upon me by my destiny. 

Another historical moment got created in my life. I wonder if I will ever be able to come out of it because I know myself really well!. Me and my peanut sized brain will never let me change my way of judging things at the same time will never provide me a clear picture in my brain. 

I also wonder if I will ever be able to break my very own shackles created by me and move on in life. But I guess I am not as strong as people assume me to be.

In all this while I really thank my colleague who stood by my side while everything went on and supported me when I needed some adult the most. I also thank Principal ma'am for being there for me whenever I needed her. I guess it is because of her that I finally decided to move on and take this one step ahead. I wouldn't have ever been able to do it.

I hope that almighty give me enough strength and sets me free from all this.

I dont want to face any of this any more. 

P:S - I NEED A BREAK

Diary, October 3, 2011

Well as usual it was another hectic day. It made me feel that I am running a call center in College where the teachers of the entire college ring me up to rectify their various issues. The package on which we people is not really complicated but yes it is kind of technical enhancement and basically a way in which we can welcome technology with open arms. People at times criticize the efforts ignoring the fact that technology makes life easier. I do not get the point that why people abstain from change.

I personally believe that everyone should go ahead and explore new adventures. Age is not and can never be a bar to learn something or explore something. One has to take an initiative to make things better.

I hope that our efforts are appraised and things are welcomed.

P:S fingers crossed. Lets see whats coming up more.............. Calls are welcomed and issues will be resolved within 24 hours.