My life at the Moment

Life at the moment is really tough. I never knew being an active College President would be so demanding.

With people loving and hating me for what I am I actually do not know what crime I have done. I do not know why it has to be so difficult. College Union is all about politics, I never wanted to be a part of this larger politics but unwillingly now I am the center of this political Sector.

My every move is under constant watch. What I do, where I go, what is happening in my personal life, the way I talk, the way I walk, the way I get the things done in the college is all what people want to know. People look up to me in a very strange way. Sometimes I feel like a celebrity and sometimes it seems as if almost the whole College is against me. 

I do not know why people are so hyper to know about my life and watch my move. I guess its all in the post I am carrying on my shoulders.

My day begins with taking thousands of calls from unknown numbers, listening to students' grievances, working on the issues, researching about them and finally helping them out. Here the task does not end. Mow listen to teachers, co-ordinate with them, the College Principal and the larger students' body. Tough really tough. 

I do not have time for family, friends and myself. Which is a good point, Its good to be busy.

But its sad to be seen politically. Its sad to figure out that people talk about you, every single day in a negative manner. Almost half the teachers have become Anti Nikita Gupta which hurts me, but how does it matter.

Today I had a long Meeting with Principal Maam which went on for three hours. 2 hours with others around and one hour in person. 

I think I should stop right here and take some rest.

P:S Though I will miss all this after three months but I guess I do not like the negativity associated with it.